| Location | Walworth S.e London |
| Age | 5 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2003 |
| Date of Death | 13/06/2008 |
| Visitors | 9,616 since 22/06/2008 |
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My special baby Bailey Thomas-Loader
"Boo"
Sun rise 28/05/2003- Sun set 13/06/2008
Age 5
I would like to say a big thank u to Jakie and Kelly for
there support and for setting this site up for me and
my little boy. Please lite a candle for another special
angel Bonnie Barrett. Thank u to everyone here on GTS
for all your support.xxxxx
Bailey leaves behind me his ever loving mummy
and a very big family he was my only child.
Perfect
That is my little boy from the moment u was born I knew
I had been given a special gift and after 3 days of labour
looseing your heart beat 3 times and 3 times they got me
ready for a C-section but decided not to. You was a fighter
from day one u had to put up with so much I was always
backwards and forwards with u to the doctors and always
sent away. It breaks my heart to think back when u started
showing signs of what was really wrong. It was october
2006 u were 3 and a half years old and u had
just started nursery u started being sick I thought it was
a tummy bug cos u got bettter but then u started being sick
again once twice even three times a day I took u to the doctors and
hospitals so many times and they always
put it down to somthing else. Until the 21st of march 2007 it took one doctor to look in your eyes
and book an emergency
CT scan it was then we were told u had a brain tumour. We were rushed to another hospital for
emergency surgery on the 22nd and 23rd. U got through it as the fighter u r but more bad news was to
come. U had a stroke lost all mobility and then we got told the tumour was cancerous.
6 months of chemo then 6 weeks of radiothearpy
and u fought and u got your mobility back and walked. Then u relasped Nov 2007 and lost the use of
your arms again the cancer was back we were told u proberly wouldnt make it cos it was so bad but u
did and amazed everyone and got the use of your arms back. We left hospital after a stay of nearly 5
months and like always u never complained. Little did we know u would spend your last Christmas in
hospital. We went back to hospital u had to have a stem cell transplant and high dose. It all went
so well even the transplant I was warned it could make u really ill but it didnt and when it was
done your nurse said "perfect Mr Bailey as usual". We were getting ready to go home in the next
couple of days when everything went wrong u got a really bad chest infection, Fluid on your lungs,
High potassium but the worst was your legs got weak and your left arm. We had to wait for u to get a
bit better so u could have an MRI scan. I knew in my heart what was wrong and my worst fears were
confirmed on the 24th of may. I went to see your scans as I always did and it was
so horrible your brain and spine were covered in it.
I was told u only had a couple of weeks then on the 26th they said u only had a couple of days so we
had your last birthday in hospital u got so many presents and we all laughed cos we sent the men to
get your cake and they came back with 6 of them. You picked up in yourself so the following week we
took u home u lasted just over a week. We knew the day had came that morning nannie lifted u out of
bed for me and
placed u on my lap for a big cuddle and we told everyone to come round. Me and Nic Nic sang u songs
while Jodi was doing his Homer simpson impression for u and we all told u how much we loved u and me
and Nanny told u it was ok to rest and to have a lovely sleep. U fell to sleep in my arms and I will
always be gratefull for that.
U fought such a brave battle I will never ever forget u and I promise we will be together again I
love u more then the world as we would always say to each other. Sweet dreams my Perfect Baby Bailey
Boo. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
THE BEST
God saw you getting tired,
And a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you
And whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands to rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.
God looked around his garden and found an empty place,
He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face,
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest,
His garden must be beautiful he always takes the best,
He knew that you were suffering he knew you were in pain,
And knew that you would never get well again on earth.
He saw your path was difficult he closed your tired eyes,
He whispered to you "Peace be thine" and gave you wings to fly,
It broke our hearts to lose you but you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you the day God called you home.
To My Dearest Family:
Some things I'd like to say
but first of all to let you know
that I arrived okay
I'm writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there's no more tears
or sadness there
is just eternal love
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight
remember that I'm with you
every morning, noon and night
That day I had to leave you
when my life on Earth was through
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said I welcome you
It's good to have you back again
you were missed while you were gone
as for your dearest family
they'll be here later on
I need you here so badly
as part of My big plan
there's so much that we have to do
to help our mortal man
Then God gave me a list of things
He wished for me to do
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you
And I will be beside you
every day and week and year
and when you're sad
I'm standing there
to wipe away the tear
And when you lie in bed at night
the days chores put to flight
God and I are closest to you
in the middle of the night
When you think of my life on Earth
and all those loving years
because you're only human
they are bound to bring you tears
But do not be afraid to cry
it does relieve the pain
remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain
I wish that I could tell you
of all that God has planned
but if I were to tell you
you wouldn't understand
But one thing is for certain
though my life on Earth is o're
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before
And to my very many friends
trust God knows what is best
I'm still not far away from you
I'm just beyond the crest
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb
but together we can do it
taking one day at a time
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too
that as you give unto the World
so the World will give to you
If you can help somebody
who is in sorrow or in pain
then you can say to God at night
my day was not in vain
And now I am contented
that my life it was worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile
So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low
just lend a hand to pick him up
as on your way you go
When you are walking
down the street
and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind
And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face
that's me giving you a great big hug
or just a soft embrace
And when it's time for you to go
from that body to be free
remember you're not going
you are coming here to me
And I will always love you
from that land way up above
Will be in touch again soon
P.S. God sends His Love
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TRIBUTES FOR THIS WEEKEND
♥ My Everything Friend
♥You magnify my happiness
♥When I am feeling glad;
♥You help to heal my injured heart
♥ Whenever I am sad.
♥ You’re such a pleasure in my life;
♥ I hope that you can see
♥ How meaningful your friendship is;
♥ You’re a total joy to me
Thanks For All Your Support
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FOR FRIDAY
THIS MORNING
As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know
I’m Not Gone Don’t Worry
I’m Just A Step Ahead
And I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise Up From Your Bed
I Am The Sun That Warms You
I Am The Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am The Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below
So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m There
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit
It Is With You Everywhere.
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FOR SATURDAY
DO YOU MAKE THEM LAUGH?
Do you make them laugh in heaven
Does your smile bring them good cheer?
Do you make the sun shine brighter
Like you did when you were here?
The very mention of your name
The memories of your smile
The little things you said and did
Are with us all the while.
You meant so very much to us
There's nothing left to say
Except that without you here
There is no perfect day
For no-one knows the heartache
That lies behind our smiles
No-one knows how many times
We have broken down and cried.
We want to tell you something
So there won't be any doubt
You're so wonderful to think of
But so hard to be without
We hold you close within our hearts
And there you shall remain
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
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FOR SUNDAY
SWEET DREAMS
Sweet dreams are all I have of you,
They're all you left behind,
Those cherished, lovely memories,
Never again to find.
On earth you were so wonderful,
No child could I compare
To all the love you gave to me,
You were wonderful, so rare.
Sweet dreams they keep me going
Through the long and lonely nights
How I wish that I could hug you
Here and squeeze you oh so tight.
If I could walk to Heaven,
To see you every day
Just know I'd never want to leave,
I know I'd long to stay.
We parted here on earth my child
As God's will shall be done,
My dreams will become reality
When once more we'll be one.
I will love you for eternity,
Forever and some more,
Because you were the sweetest child,
The kindest and most pure.
If Heaven's full of Angels,
Like you were here on earth,
I thank the Lord for lending you,
For giving me your birth,
One day my child I'll see you there,
So please look out for me,
You'll see my smile so wide
Before you see my spirit free.
God takes the sweetest Angels first,
This we know is true,
For he came, looked around
And decided to choose you.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FOR MONDAY
Your life was a blessing
your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
and missed beyond measure...
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FOR TUESDAY
You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
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FOR THURSDAY
Your touch, your smile,
Was always so tender,
Today, tomorrow,
We will always remember.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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19TH JULY 2009
Just letting you know I was here......
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to leave lots of love and kisses for you.xx
16TH JULY 2009
☆ ♥ ☆ It's Hard To Face Tomorrow ☆ ♥ ☆
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It's hard to face tomorrow,
When someone you love has gone,
Its harder still to realise,
that our lives still go on.
The heartbreak and the sorrow
Might not always show,
People say it lessens
How little do they know,
They say we have our memories,
But they don't understand,
You cannot kiss a memory's face,
Or hold a memory's hand.
I want to send a message,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to live without.
So rest in peace dear angel,
And thanks for all you've done,
I pray that God has given you,
The crown you've truly won.
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I would like to take this opportunity
To thank everyone for all the messages
And photographs that I have received
Since the birth of Our Third Grandson Millar Chris
They are all very much appreciated
I have read every single one
It’s brilliant to have a baby in the family again,
We are over the moon, but a little sad his
Uncle Christopher won’t get a chance to meet him,
He was a wonderful Uncle to our other two Grandson’s
Jack & Layton they miss him terribly… we all do.
Thanks again
Angela A Very Happy Gran X…. But A Very Sad Mum X
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Tributes for this weekend
FOR FRIDAY
Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.
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FOR SATURDAY
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart
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FOR SUNDAY
I lose my grip on reality
On each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
Oh how this pain makes me cry
My world is changing so quickly
And I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
So that everything would be alright
Why do we have to lose the ones we love
It's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
Can't you see, I'm filled with fright
The days come and go
But the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
When you know, you'll no longer be together
Your heart, it's ripped wide open
And even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
And feel as though it will never subside
I can take this pain no longer
Oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
When the ones we love, have died
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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♪♪♪ ♫ 14TH JULY 2009.♪♪♪ ♫
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LOVE JUDE. X X
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Our Beautiful Grandson Arrived On Saturday Afternoon
He Is Called Millar Chris, Mum & Baby Doing Fine
His Middle Name Chris Is After His Wonderful Uncle
I'm A Very Happy Gran But Sad Mum......
FOR MONDAY
If we could only speak to them,
And hold their loving hand,
No matter what we said or did,
We know they’d understand.
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FOR TUESDAY
Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts your always there.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
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FOR THURSDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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If we could visit heaven,ღ♥ღ
Even for a day,ღ♥ღ
Maybe for a moment,ღ♥ღ
The pain would go away,ღ♥ღ
I'd put my arms around you,ღ♥ღ
And whisper words so true,ღ♥ღ
That living life without you,ღ♥ღ
Is the hardest thing to do.ღ♥ღ
No matter how we spend our days,ღ♥ღ
No matter what we do,ღ♥ღ
No morning dawns or evening falls,ღ♥ღ
When we don't think of you xx.ღ♥ღ
9TH JULY 2009.
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7TH JULY 2009
† NEVER FORGOTTEN.†
† You are the Angel who I cherish,
† So dearly in this heart of mine,
† The one who makes my day brighter,
† By making my whole world shine.
† During all the darkest moments,
† When my skies turn cloudy and grey,
† You're the one who touches my heart,
† And makes everything seem okay.
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