| Location | Walworth S.e London |
| Age | 5 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2003 |
| Date of Death | 13/06/2008 |
| Visitors | 9,617 since 22/06/2008 |
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My special baby Bailey Thomas-Loader
"Boo"
Sun rise 28/05/2003- Sun set 13/06/2008
Age 5
I would like to say a big thank u to Jakie and Kelly for
there support and for setting this site up for me and
my little boy. Please lite a candle for another special
angel Bonnie Barrett. Thank u to everyone here on GTS
for all your support.xxxxx
Bailey leaves behind me his ever loving mummy
and a very big family he was my only child.
Perfect
That is my little boy from the moment u was born I knew
I had been given a special gift and after 3 days of labour
looseing your heart beat 3 times and 3 times they got me
ready for a C-section but decided not to. You was a fighter
from day one u had to put up with so much I was always
backwards and forwards with u to the doctors and always
sent away. It breaks my heart to think back when u started
showing signs of what was really wrong. It was october
2006 u were 3 and a half years old and u had
just started nursery u started being sick I thought it was
a tummy bug cos u got bettter but then u started being sick
again once twice even three times a day I took u to the doctors and
hospitals so many times and they always
put it down to somthing else. Until the 21st of march 2007 it took one doctor to look in your eyes
and book an emergency
CT scan it was then we were told u had a brain tumour. We were rushed to another hospital for
emergency surgery on the 22nd and 23rd. U got through it as the fighter u r but more bad news was to
come. U had a stroke lost all mobility and then we got told the tumour was cancerous.
6 months of chemo then 6 weeks of radiothearpy
and u fought and u got your mobility back and walked. Then u relasped Nov 2007 and lost the use of
your arms again the cancer was back we were told u proberly wouldnt make it cos it was so bad but u
did and amazed everyone and got the use of your arms back. We left hospital after a stay of nearly 5
months and like always u never complained. Little did we know u would spend your last Christmas in
hospital. We went back to hospital u had to have a stem cell transplant and high dose. It all went
so well even the transplant I was warned it could make u really ill but it didnt and when it was
done your nurse said "perfect Mr Bailey as usual". We were getting ready to go home in the next
couple of days when everything went wrong u got a really bad chest infection, Fluid on your lungs,
High potassium but the worst was your legs got weak and your left arm. We had to wait for u to get a
bit better so u could have an MRI scan. I knew in my heart what was wrong and my worst fears were
confirmed on the 24th of may. I went to see your scans as I always did and it was
so horrible your brain and spine were covered in it.
I was told u only had a couple of weeks then on the 26th they said u only had a couple of days so we
had your last birthday in hospital u got so many presents and we all laughed cos we sent the men to
get your cake and they came back with 6 of them. You picked up in yourself so the following week we
took u home u lasted just over a week. We knew the day had came that morning nannie lifted u out of
bed for me and
placed u on my lap for a big cuddle and we told everyone to come round. Me and Nic Nic sang u songs
while Jodi was doing his Homer simpson impression for u and we all told u how much we loved u and me
and Nanny told u it was ok to rest and to have a lovely sleep. U fell to sleep in my arms and I will
always be gratefull for that.
U fought such a brave battle I will never ever forget u and I promise we will be together again I
love u more then the world as we would always say to each other. Sweet dreams my Perfect Baby Bailey
Boo. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
THE BEST
God saw you getting tired,
And a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you
And whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands to rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.
God looked around his garden and found an empty place,
He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face,
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest,
His garden must be beautiful he always takes the best,
He knew that you were suffering he knew you were in pain,
And knew that you would never get well again on earth.
He saw your path was difficult he closed your tired eyes,
He whispered to you "Peace be thine" and gave you wings to fly,
It broke our hearts to lose you but you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you the day God called you home.
To My Dearest Family:
Some things I'd like to say
but first of all to let you know
that I arrived okay
I'm writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there's no more tears
or sadness there
is just eternal love
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight
remember that I'm with you
every morning, noon and night
That day I had to leave you
when my life on Earth was through
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said I welcome you
It's good to have you back again
you were missed while you were gone
as for your dearest family
they'll be here later on
I need you here so badly
as part of My big plan
there's so much that we have to do
to help our mortal man
Then God gave me a list of things
He wished for me to do
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you
And I will be beside you
every day and week and year
and when you're sad
I'm standing there
to wipe away the tear
And when you lie in bed at night
the days chores put to flight
God and I are closest to you
in the middle of the night
When you think of my life on Earth
and all those loving years
because you're only human
they are bound to bring you tears
But do not be afraid to cry
it does relieve the pain
remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain
I wish that I could tell you
of all that God has planned
but if I were to tell you
you wouldn't understand
But one thing is for certain
though my life on Earth is o're
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before
And to my very many friends
trust God knows what is best
I'm still not far away from you
I'm just beyond the crest
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb
but together we can do it
taking one day at a time
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too
that as you give unto the World
so the World will give to you
If you can help somebody
who is in sorrow or in pain
then you can say to God at night
my day was not in vain
And now I am contented
that my life it was worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile
So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low
just lend a hand to pick him up
as on your way you go
When you are walking
down the street
and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind
And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face
that's me giving you a great big hug
or just a soft embrace
And when it's time for you to go
from that body to be free
remember you're not going
you are coming here to me
And I will always love you
from that land way up above
Will be in touch again soon
P.S. God sends His Love
~~ 28TH OCTOBER 2009. ~~
GOOD AFTERNOON SWEET ANGEL .........
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X MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.X
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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October
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FOR MONDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.
FOR TUESDAY
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR THURSDAY
Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.
FOR FRIDAY
Memories Of Me
I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..
I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.
I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
Separated For Now
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
FOR SUNDAY
A Special Gift
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Tributes For This Week Starting 19th October
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FOR MONDAY
Your gentle face and patient smile
With sadness we recall
You had a kindly word for each
And died beloved by all.
FOR TUESDAY
Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure...
FOR WEDNESDAY
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
FOR THURSDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR FRIDAY
ROSES GROW IN HEAVEN
If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved ones arms
And tell them they're from me
Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turn to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...
FOR SATURDAY
I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS
As you hold me close in memory,
Even though we are apart,
My spirit will live on,
There within your heart .
I am with you always.
When you lean on trusted friends
And their caring hugs enfold you,
Within their loving arms,
I'll be there to hold you.
I am with you always.
And beyond the far horizon
When we'll finally be together,
Where love will be eternal
And life will last forever.
I am with you always.
FOR SUNDAY
TRUE LOVE
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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♥ 12TH OCTOBER 2009 ♥
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♥.Our thoughts are ever with you,♥
♥.Though you have passed away,♥
♥.And those who loved you dearly,♥
♥.Are thinking of you today.♥
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LOVE ALWAYS, JUDE. X X
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Tributes For This Week 12th October
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FOR MONDAY
Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.
FOR TUESDAY
Everyday in some small way
Memories of you come our way.
Though absent, you are always near
Still missed, loved and always dear.
FOR WEDNESDAY
We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.
FOR THURSDAY
Thank you for loving and sharing,
For giving and for caring.
God bless you and keep you,
Until we meet again.
FOR FRIDAY
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you
And whispered "Come to Me".
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands now rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
FOR SATURDAY
Little did we know that morning
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
FOR SUNDAY
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
*****SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU IN HEAVEN*****
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9TH OCTOBER 2009
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FROM JUDE. X X
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My beautiful little angel xxx
I sometimes pause, reflecting
on how life used to be
from the moment you were sent to me.
You embraced my life completely
yet so brief and light your stay,
you filled my heart with wonder
and love & hope for everyday.
Toughts of all that might have been
come to mind so often
but close at heart my comforts found
for to me your're not forgotten.
You will always be my precious baby
and u will one day be back in my arms where you
belong. Love u and miss you always baby
love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Tributes For This Week 5th October
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FOR MONDAY
Your life was a blessing
your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
and missed beyond measure...
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FOR TUESDAY
You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
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FOR THURSDAY
Your touch, your smile,
Was always so tender,
Today, tomorrow,
We will always remember.
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FOR FRIDAY
COMFORT
Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home
The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain
But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace
Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.
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FOR SATURDAY
If Tears Could Build A Stairway
If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again
No farewell words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before we knew it
And only God knows why
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No on will ever know
But know we know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store
Since you’ll never be forgotten
We pledge to you today
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you’ll always stay
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FOR SUNDAY
FAREWELL
The sand of time are running low
And soon my children I must go
My heart with love for you is filled
But soon its beating must be stilled
I leave no treasures of any kind
Only my love I leave behind
Take it and share it between sister and brother
And always be kind to one another
Weep not beside the grave for me
Don't bring me flowers I cannot see
Only ashes lie neath the cold sod
Just pray that my soul has gone with God
Some of you perhaps may weep
When my eyes are closed in eternal sleep
But try to remember it won't be forever
For God can bring our spirits together
I pray that I go to a world far above
To be with the others that I love
And to wait awhile on that Heavenly plain
Until the day we shall meet again.
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Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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