| Location | Walworth S.e London |
| Age | 5 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2003 |
| Date of Death | 13/06/2008 |
| Visitors | 15,135 since 22/06/2008 |
| Creator |
**PLEASE READ**
Please except my appologies for not lghting candles for so long, I am finding life very hard at the moment without my baby Bailey, Please know your angels are always in my heart, and thank you all so much for keeping Baileys candles bright and his tributes and pictures thank you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My special baby Bailey Thomas-Loader
"Boo"
Sun rise 28/05/2003- Sun set 13/06/2008
Age 5
I light a candle to represent my grief
The pain of losing you is unbearable
The candle's flame reminds me of the depth of my love for you.
I light a candle in your memory,
I light a candle to represent your courage,
For the times we laughed,
The times we cried,
The fun things we did,
The caring and joy you gave me.
I light a candle for your love.
I light it so that your light will always shine.
I cherish the place in my heart
That will always be reserved for you.
I thank you for the gift your living brought me.
My beautiful baby boy xxxxxxxxxxxxx
I would like to say a big thank u to Jakie and Kelly for
there support and for setting this site up for me and
my little boy. Please lite a candle for another special
angel Bonnie Barrett. Thank u to everyone here on GTS
for all your support.xxxxx
Bailey leaves behind me his ever loving mummy
and a very big family he was my only child.
Perfect
That is my little boy from the moment u was born I knew
I had been given a special gift and after 3 days of labour
looseing your heart beat 3 times and 3 times they got me
ready for a C-section but decided not to. You was a fighter
from day one u had to put up with so much I was always
backwards and forwards with u to the doctors and always
sent away. It breaks my heart to think back when u started
showing signs of what was really wrong. It was october
2006 u were 3 and a half years old and u had
just started nursery u started being sick I thought it was
a tummy bug cos u got bettter but then u started being sick
again once twice even three times a day I took u to the doctors and hospitals so many times and they always
put it down to somthing else. Until the 21st of march 2007 it took one doctor to look in your eyes and book an emergency
CT scan it was then we were told u had a brain tumour. We were rushed to another hospital for emergency surgery on the 22nd and 23rd. U got through it as the fighter u r but more bad news was to come. U had a stroke lost all mobility and then we got told the tumour was cancerous.
6 months of chemo then 6 weeks of radiothearpy
and u fought and u got your mobility back and walked. Then u relasped Nov 2007 and lost the use of your arms again the cancer was back we were told u proberly wouldnt make it cos it was so bad but u did and amazed everyone and got the use of your arms back. We left hospital after a stay of nearly 5 months and like always u never complained. Little did we know u would spend your last Christmas in hospital. We went back to hospital u had to have a stem cell transplant and high dose. It all went so well even the transplant I was warned it could make u really ill but it didnt and when it was done your nurse said "perfect Mr Bailey as usual". We were getting ready to go home in the next couple of days when everything went wrong u got a really bad chest infection, Fluid on your lungs, High potassium but the worst was your legs got weak and your left arm. We had to wait for u to get a bit better so u could have an MRI scan. I knew in my heart what was wrong and my worst fears were confirmed on the 24th of may. I went to see your scans as I always did and it was
so horrible your brain and spine were covered in it.
I was told u only had a couple of weeks then on the 26th they said u only had a couple of days so we had your last birthday in hospital u got so many presents and we all laughed cos we sent the men to get your cake and they came back with 6 of them. You picked up in yourself so the following week we took u home u lasted just over a week. We knew the day had came that morning nannie lifted u out of bed for me and
placed u on my lap for a big cuddle and we told everyone to come round. Me and Nic Nic sang u songs while Jodi was doing his Homer simpson impression for u and we all told u how much we loved u and me and Nanny told u it was ok to rest and to have a lovely sleep. U fell to sleep in my arms and I will always be gratefull for that.
U fought such a brave battle I will never ever forget u and I promise we will be together again I love u more then the world as we would always say to each other. Sweet dreams my Perfect Baby Bailey Boo. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
THE BEST
God saw you getting tired,
And a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you
And whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands to rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.
God looked around his garden and found an empty place,
He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face,
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest,
His garden must be beautiful he always takes the best,
He knew that you were suffering he knew you were in pain,
And knew that you would never get well again on earth.
He saw your path was difficult he closed your tired eyes,
He whispered to you "Peace be thine" and gave you wings to fly,
It broke our hearts to lose you but you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you the day God called you home.
To My Dearest Family:
Some things I'd like to say
but first of all to let you know
that I arrived okay
I'm writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there's no more tears
or sadness there
is just eternal love
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight
remember that I'm with you
every morning, noon and night
That day I had to leave you
when my life on Earth was through
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said I welcome you
It's good to have you back again
you were missed while you were gone
as for your dearest family
they'll be here later on
I need you here so badly
as part of My big plan
there's so much that we have to do
to help our mortal man
Then God gave me a list of things
He wished for me to do
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you
And I will be beside you
every day and week and year
and when you're sad
I'm standing there
to wipe away the tear
And when you lie in bed at night
the days chores put to flight
God and I are closest to you
in the middle of the night
When you think of my life on Earth
and all those loving years
because you're only human
they are bound to bring you tears
But do not be afraid to cry
it does relieve the pain
remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain
I wish that I could tell you
of all that God has planned
but if I were to tell you
you wouldn't understand
But one thing is for certain
though my life on Earth is o're
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before
And to my very many friends
trust God knows what is best
I'm still not far away from you
I'm just beyond the crest
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb
but together we can do it
taking one day at a time
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too
that as you give unto the World
so the World will give to you
If you can help somebody
who is in sorrow or in pain
then you can say to God at night
my day was not in vain
And now I am contented
that my life it was worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile
So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low
just lend a hand to pick him up
as on your way you go
When you are walking
down the street
and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind
And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face
that's me giving you a great big hug
or just a soft embrace
And when it's time for you to go
from that body to be free
remember you're not going
you are coming here to me
And I will always love you
from that land way up above
Will be in touch again soon
P.S. God sends His Love
♥ Sweet Dreams Precious Angel ♥
.* * . (\ *** /) * . *.*
.* . * ( \(_)/ ) * * .
.* . * (_ /|\ _) . *. *.*
.* . * . /___\ * . . * .
*. * . * . * . . * *.*.*
♥ Borrowed Angels ♥
Sung by Kristin Chenoweth
They shine a little brighter, they feel a little more
They touch your life in ways no one has ever done before
They love a little stronger, they live to give their best
They make our lives so blest, so why do they go so soon?
The ones with souls so beautiful I heard someone say--
There must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
But they can't stay forever
Cause they're heaven sent
And sometimes, heaven needs them back again.
They reach a little deeper, they see what's in your soul
And even when they leave you know, you'll never let them go
The world's a little richer, just cause they came along
Their love goes on and on, so why do they go so soon?
The ones with souls so beautiful. I heard someone say--
There must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
They can't stay forever, cause they're heaven sent
And sometimes, heaven needs them back again.
How else can you explain why they're here and not here to stay?
I believe there must be, must be
Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
But they can't stay forever, cause they’re heaven sent
And sometimes heaven needs them back again.
And sometimes heaven needs them back again.
~ Good Night Little Angel ~
./\....♥...../\
(...\.( )../..,*,..
(._Y..\/'.....*..
.... /__\......*..
.....././.........*
Hush sweet angel
It’s time to rest
Close your eyes
Rest your wings
Listen to lullabies
Soft cloud bed
Feather pillow
To rest your head
Magical dreams
To fill your mind
Sleep in soft slumber
All night through
Till the heavenly
Morning comes
Shining through
☆
Copyright� Leza 16.1.2012
~ My Angel's Home ~
.* * . (\ *** /) * . *.*
.* . * ( \(_)/ ) * * .
.* . * (_ /|\ _) . *. *.*
.* . * . /___\ * . . * .
*. * . * . * . . * *.*.*
~ Wrapped In Love ~
There are some so very beautiful
Who were born to not grow old,
But shall stay delightfully youthful
With tenderness untold.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
Life shall never hurt them
With heartache or with tears,
For they are kept perpetually guarded
From living on for years.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
No grief will break their heart,
They will not see our death
The greater love is glad
From such sorrow they are kept.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
Eyes to shine in endless brightness
Hair to keep that golden glow,
Velvet cheeks, soft as the dew
No wrinkles will they ever know.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
Each day will be filled with laughter
Where delight can never cease,
To know only sweetest kindness
True love and joy and peace.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
The Sun will continually shine for them
And bright stars will never fall,
Held for all time in delightful wonder
Where fireworks enthrall.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
God gave the loveliness of their life
For the giving of their all,
As He also gently carried them away
In answer to their call.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
And there they are the very blessed
To be kept forever pure,
For how wondrous is the love
Where they always now endure.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
Because they are so safe
Yet preserved constantly in my heart,
May they fly in joy while I set them free
Into their perfection above.
•:*:• ♥•:*:
Oh Lord Jesus, as I weep,
Until I see their face
Please hold me in Your love.
~**~
Soft whispers from
Derry's Heart Poems � June 2011
And the time
comes when remaining enclosed
within the bud is impossible
when there's so much love
to bloom.
'blossoms'
•:*:• ♥•:*:
Your greatest pleasure is that
which rebounds from a heart
that you have
made forever glad
'Henry Ward Beecher'
•:*:• ♥•:*:
~ Fairy Love ~
____________________⋱⋮⋰
_________$.__________⋯x⋯
________$$$._________⋰||⋱
_______$$$$$$$________||
_______$$$$$$$_$$$$___||
________$$$$$$$$$$$$__||
_________$$$$$$$$$$$_$$
___$$$$$__$$$$$$$$$_$$
____$$$$$$$$$$$$$_$$$
______$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
__________$$$$$$$$
_________$$$_$$$$$
________$$$__$$$$
______$$$_$$$$$$
____$$$__$$$$$$
________$$$$$
________$$$$
_______$$$$
______$$$$
______$$$$$
~*~*~*~
Oh! Where do the fairies hide their heads,
When snow lies on the hills,
When frost has spoiled their mossy beds,
And crystallized their rills?
Beneath the moon they cannot trip
In circles o'er the plain;
And draughts of dew they cannot sip,
Till green leaves come again.
Perhaps, in small blue diving - bells
They plunge beneath the waves,
Inhabiting the wreathed shells
That lie in coral caves,
Perhaps, in red Vesuvius
Carousals they maintain;
And cheer their little spirits thus,
Till green leaves come again.
When they return, there will be mirth
And music in the air,
And fairy wings upon the earth,
And mischief everywhere.
The maids, to keep the elves aloof,
Will bar the doors in vain;
No key hole will be fairy proof
When green leaves come again.
fairy poem by Thomas Hanes Bayly
~*~*~*~
♥ With Love Little Angel ♥
▄██▄██▄
▀██♥██▀
░░▀█▀
░░░♥▄██▄██▄
░░░ ♥▀██♥██▀
░░░░░ ♥▀█▀
▄██▄██▄.♥
▀██♥██▀.♥
░░▀█▀....♥
░░░♥....♥
░░░♥..♥
░░♥
♥ Angel's Tears ♥
..../\
../....\
.(......)
................./\
.............../....\
..............(......)
..../\
../....\
.(......)
................./\
.............../....\
..............(......)
The mysteries of nature,
The sun rays searching spied
The drops of dew so crystal clear
Like diamonds glorified.
An angel must have cried last night,
Tears falling from the sky
Must have seeped down through the stars
In heaven, way up high.
Do angels cry the drops of dew
That grace the early morn,
Then scamper off to disappear
When dawn's first light is born?
Perhaps that dawn, while creeping forth
Upon the secrets bold...
Could tell us if those silver drops
Were touched by wands of gold.
(Mikie Davis)
•:*:• Sweet Dreams Angels •:*:•
♥
( `\( ). .•*”˜ ☆*.• * ☆ •.*☆
..` /♪\../…………`•.* *.☆ *•. *☆
.(_/’/…………………`•.*☆
…\ \
…/ /
…\/ .. . . . .
♥
~ Where Magic Lives ~
Where magic lives, the stars are bright,
Dotting velvet skies each night;
Twinkling canopy always gives,
Up there is where the magic lives.
Where magic lives, sweet children play;
They laugh and sing and play all day,
Minds like sponges, hearts like sieves;
Where children are, the magic lives.
Where magic lives, birds always sing,
There’s just one season, that is Spring;
When one is slighted, one forgives,
No troubled hearts where magic lives.
Where magic lives, God sits on high,
Waiting in sweet by-and-by;
God never takes; He only gives,
From heaven, where the magic lives.
(C) 2006 by Tracy R. Cardinet
*♥ GOODNIGHT LITTLE ANGEL*♥
When a Ring's Around the Moon
by Mary Jane Carr
( `\( ). .•*”˜ ♥*.• * ♥ •.*♥
..` /♪\../…………`•.* *.♥ *•. *♥
.(_/’/…………………`•.*♥
…\ \
…/ /
…\/ .. . . . ......
The wee folk will be tripping,
In their silver dancing shoon,
Ring-around-the-meadow,
When the ring's around the moon:
Curtsy to the right and left,
And curtsy to the middle---
The fiddler will be fiddling
On his tiny fairy fiddle;
In and out and round about,
A magic circle making:
The pipers will be piping
Till their tiny throats are aching.
Oh, few may watch the wee ones dance,
For fairy guards are spying,
And down beneath the grasses
All the dancers will be hieing;
But harken well, what time you see
A ring around the moon;
And you will hear the music
Of the wee folks' dancing tune.
*♥ GOODNIGHT LITTLE ANGEL*♥
* - * Angel Dust * - *
( `\( ). .•*”˜ ♥*.• * ♥ •.*♥
..` /♪\../…………`•.* *.♥ *•. *♥
.(_/’/…………………`•.*♥
…\ \
…/ /
…\/ .. . . . ......
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
The angel flies in and hovers over your bed
Blowing angel dust to bring you sweet rest
To settle over your tired, anxious spirit
Can you not hear it
The rustle of her fluttering wings
As the angel blows her dust and sweet rest it brings
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
With a smile the angel flutters away
To leave you in her masters care
Knowing the heavenly father is always there
Sending sweet night dreams to ease troubles away
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
So settle my child
And drift away to sweet peace and rest
Allowing troubles to drift away
And arise to joy in the morning
Of a brand new day
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Jane Ward Smith
GOODNIGHT LITTLE ANGEL
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
........../.\...•*''''*•.../.\..
......(.......//(*_*)\\.......)
....(........///./....\.\\\........)
....(........./....†....\.........)
.....\........I./../..\..\.I......./
.......\....../...........\....../
.........\../...............\../
.........../.................\
........./,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,\
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
♥ My Secret Rainbow ♥
I have a secret rainbow
That no-one ever sees,
At least not all the colors
That glow so beautifully.
There's every shade imaginable
From rich to very light,
Making up the who I am
My rainbow deep inside.
For this secret little rainbow
Shines within my tears,
I'm the only one to see it
When God comforts all my fears.
My rainbow tucked inside
Shines brightly in my heart,
The promises of Jesus
Showering on my path.
But I guess some of the loveliness
Might just slip into view
Eternal love inside my heart
Glowing just for you.
Soft Whispers from
Derry's Heart Poems
� 2004 used with permission
..♥..LISTEN WITH YOUR HEART..♥..
............*.*..*.............*..*.. *
......*................*..*.................*..
....*....................*.....................*
...*............................................*
.....*........................*......*........*......*..
.......*...................*............... *...........*
..........*.................*............*..............*
..............*.............. *.......*..............*
...................*..............*.............*
............................*...........
Author: Mattie Brainard
..♥..Listen With Your Heart
Memories are like treasures
time cannot take away..♥..
..♥..So may we be surrounded
by happy ones today..♥..
..♥..May all the love and tenderness
of golden days and years well spent
Come back today to fill our hearts
with beauty and content..♥..
..♥..And may we walk down memory lane
and meet the ones we love,
For while we cannot see them,
they'll be watching from above....
So, for their sakes, be happy
and show them that their love
Has proven strong enough and big enough
to reach down from above..♥..
..♥..
Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Bailey's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
There have been 7108 candles lit for Bailey.
